Home
jkdfgkjdfgkgdsk   
04:43pm 06/10/2004
 
mood: tired
music: peaches

NEW LIVEJOURNAL NAME!!

[info]my_heartbeat_ do it mutha FUCCKAS add my ass...;-)aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw yeah		  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
maaaan tonight sucked   
10:47pm 01/10/2004
 
mood: angry
music: disney chanel
so the smell didnt work out...boooo...then we went online to see what els we could do and wetalked to dumb people online who take things WAY too seriously becuase i say the same things to everyone and most of the peole know im kidding or whatever but these kids are really into themselves so they took it all serious and were like getting all angry and saying mean things that they meant....JEEEEZE u kids used to be cute til you got to be all asshole like...i hate u

all of our plans kind of fell through....and it sucked really bad...BOOOO most of you suck because your full of yourself....ah get over it we were just really really bored.today sucked so incredibly bad i thought i might die of boredom...and rite now im quite aggravated and i went home to get clothes to spend the night at paiges and my mom thought i was going to a raging party...haaaa i wish..well im gonna go watch phil of the future with bianca and paige and eat goldfish...this livejournal made no sence but its okay a bad entry for a bad day....aaah horrible i just want it to be a new day and paige is reading behind me im gonna slap her lol....haha shes reading this...well im out....bye		  
     

[1Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
eating an old chewy bar eeew   
01:45pm 01/10/2004
 
mood: happy
music: peaches
so im in the cybrary once again with bianca niassa and paige....i had surf today and next time that stupid girl says something dumb to me im gonna punch her...then i had ceramics and it sucked cuz we had to define tools gaaaaaaaaaaaaaay....haha were listening to peaches and naissa and paieg are dancing...tonight is rock goggle fantasy and were probly gonna goooooooooo WEEEEEE im out suckas leave me a comment puh-leeze im starting to feel lonely		  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
hey im at school   
12:45am 30/09/2004
 
music: the jumbled voices of kids saying nothing
hello its lunch at school and its incredibly cold outside...so me n bianca are in the library and it suddenly got very noisy....today im getting a lap top and im excited...last night i went shopping and that was exciting i have a name report i should bve doing and a yellow slip i need to get signed but im too effin lazy...tomarrow me and bianca are going to see rock goggle fantasy and it will be the first time i ride a bus EVER...HOW SCURRRY! aaah....anyways i look like a hobo rite now but its tight...next i have english and im definitely not excited about that..i have a gaping bruse on my leg and i cant walk that well because of it so i kinda just limp around...ouch...well leave me a comment lovers ;-)		  
     

[3Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
im really pmsy and cryyyey   
05:45pm 27/09/2004
 
mood: sad
music: niassa talking
so lets start out with this morning...lol brett left me cuz he didnt know i was there (at surf class) so dylan had to beg some kid i dont know to take me home and he live in north redondo and i in south.he was very piissed so i apolagised like 10000 times and we had to listen to some weird rap and like when he dropped me off i said THANK YOU SO MUCH IM SO SORRY and all he said was "yeeeeeeeeeeah" mmmhhhm so embarressing/sad lunch was horrible also girls are getting bitchier and bitchier i swear.and noone is there to be a friend and back me up its like im alone at school and at home. i went to london towne wich was a plus.i asked my dad to take me to barnes and noble because im obsessed with reading and what not. so he said yes and before i knew it he was in the garage with my brothers fiddling with their 2 new dirt bikes that were over 6 thousand dollars and what did i get?NOTHING thats what.i may sound spoiled but you dont understand my dad is never ever home he works alot and my brothers are his favorites hes not very good with girls and holding conversations how he married my mom i do not know.So occasionally i would like something i need to make up for his not being there...so i ask for laptop and boots and he gets all crazy saying your getting a new car!! which i am not. im getting my dads car which isnt a bad thing.yah its just i know my brothers are the favorites and i feel unimportant. so i strated crying...and paige was on the phone with me the whole time. so i walked to her house crying...and little boys were looking at me with sad faces...it was horrible.now im at paiges on the phone...we might go running but im really not in the mood to do anything physical...by the way rite now im really emotional because well yoooou know ima guuurll...haaaaaa yah well i think im out PAYCE		  
     

[2Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
yayayayayay photobooths are so fun!   
02:02pm 25/09/2004
 
mood: happy
music: paige courtney and bianca talking

LAST NIGHT!!! me niassa paige courtney went to ash and keiths show for about 40 secnonds and left then emilia dropped us off at galeria and of course niassa ditches us. i guess we arent that good of friends anymore cause this basiclly happends every weekend.whatever im sad. BUT WE HAD ALOTTA FUN!! we went to eat and sat in the book store for like an hour and took like 6 sets of pictures in the photobooth and they turned out so cute and creative...then biancas mom came to pick us up and dropped us all at courtneys so we sat around all night looking at our pictures and doing crative things with them...sucha good night with courtney and the rest of the kids!! this morning we had krispy kremes!! and now were all sitting herre eating lunch :) im so content. Im really happy with my friends and i know ill be with them forever its just sad to know that some of them are drifting apart and i think thats okay because some people need change in their life and i wont hold anyone back from doing what they want to do.It just makes me a little sad because i thought we would be friends forever...



ALSO chelsea im sooo sorry and i hope that you feel better.WE ALL LOVE YOU!!!!!:-D



TONIGHT we might go to the teen center show or chanels party...hmmm soo many decisions so little time lol....okay i <3 you all...and im not mad with anyone.just sadtheres more but im too lazy

  
     

[7Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
wow livejournal is different now!   
03:35pm 23/09/2004
 
mood: aggravated
music: paige is talking
so yesterday was fun cuz me and paige ran to baskin robins and the beach and we sat and watched the sun set on a bus stop ::so romantic:: it was the most beautiful thing ive ever witnessed...plus we sat and ate ice cream and the air was so warm it was great.woke up this morning went to biancas went to school and you know..school was fun today...i thought i had alot more to say but i guess not.i also got really sick because of panda express eeeew but we went with jaaaaaaaaaaaairrrrrrrrrrrome yay! twas tight but expensive so it annoyed me boooooooo.........tomarrow is friday!im excited. haha well im sitting huuur with bianca and paige so um imana burn a cd byeeeeeee!!!!!		  
     

[1Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
do it or ill kill u!   
03:50am 19/09/2004
  1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
33. What will I be when I grow up?
34. Do you like pie?		  
     

[4Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
hmmmm its like 3:30 in the morning   
03:26am 19/09/2004
 
mood: cynical
music: ryan cabrara
so tonight me and paige walked the streets of redondo then went to dantels and we decided to go to the beach late at night.so we walked over there around midnight bought alot of food sat on the lifegaurd tower and watched the waves and felt the warm water...it was nice then bianca and niassa came. then we witnessed a gang fight..first niassas like o ehm gee look at all the people. there was like 50 people that started beating eachother up so we ran across the sand and up the stairs and we noticed that the fight moved across the street and like a million cars came and drove by we were trying to hide and run at the same time. yah...crazy so then some really weird drunk guys were talking to us at like 3 in the morning.so we ran and we all went our sperate ways.we all walked home and saw alot of roaches it was sick! eeew...well yet another exciting saturday night.oh jeeze my life is filled with drama. and dramatic people.....haha well its late so were gonna watch donnie darko and eat ice cream.

tonight made me really sad but happy at the same time. i wish i had a boy at the beach with me but i was really happy to have my friends there instead...i dunno im just kinda confused.It'll be better i just dont want to miss him anymore.

GOODNIGHT LOVERS <3		  
     

[3Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
   
04:16pm 18/09/2004
 
mood: hungry
music: mehhh u kow paige talking about killing

guess what me and bianca bought fish!!!yesterday i didnt go to surf and went to rite aid with bianca and we stole shoes and bought pop-tarts...then we went to carls jr. bought chili fries and a sick ass breakfast burrito that had fleshy eggs in it eeew. went to pet co and bought 2 fish for 17 cents.arent you proud?! one of them is me and the other one is paige. heeeheeee...sadly paige died last night because paige changed the water to quickly wuta shaaame.
i went to ceramics and the bad gotta hole in it so we scrambled to put the fish ina waterbottle...twas tight
THE RANTS YOU MUST READ
lunch was boring cuz i didnt go anywhere and some people annoy me so much now and others agree...its just enough already you know.enough is enough you cant milk your depression for that long and expect everything and everyone to be normal with you it just doesn't work. whatever paige and bianca are the only ones i can handel rite now. im sorry to those of you i have ignored on accident and was most likely mean to you at school.mehhh another thing is im just so frusterated with some of my friends that i just want to stop comming to school.it just annoys me so bad that those of you who have been friends with me so long can just get up and walk away...you know.have some consideration.enough with the friend rantings i really need to work on being nicer and being alot more tolerant because i can do neither and it really hurts alot of people in the process of my being.once again i apolagise and hope those of you i hurt will forgive me. one more thing i need to complain about in this live journal is everyone calling me emo i honestly dont appreciate it...i dont threaten to kill myself i dont sit around moping and crying all day in fact i rarely cry.i whine but not about "my pathetic life" i dont want to be known as "emo" its an insult and for those of you who keep on saying things like that i seriously would like you to stop. IM NOT TRYING TO BE EMO NOR DO I FIND IT AS BEING A COMPLIMENT SO STOP! im not sabrina miller i like bright eyes but thats the only emo band which is barely considered emo i listen to. So just fuucking stop.its irritates me horribly. I am a happy person and i do like to have fun im not depressed i do get sad but not constantly.THANK YOU.
My moms in las vegaaaaaaaaaas tight! except me and paige have nothing exciting to do :(.i have no homework so i kinda just wanna go to school already im bored.waaaaaaah i have the biggest crush on this boy in one of my classes and only paiiiiige and bianca knows....MUHAHAHAHAH! i must go call my cell phone if u wanna hang out.bianca sorry your grounded :( i <3 you.

LEAVE ME A COMMENT IF U LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!! DOOOOOOOOOOO IT OR ILL KILL U!

 

  
     

[2Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
paige falls off her bed too much.   
04:37pm 14/09/2004
 
mood: stressed
music: cursive-sierra
if i supposidly like just one person than why do i have a crush on 5 random people? relationships arent for me.im sorry.

me and paige want sunglasses i want gold sparkly stars and she wants red hearts anyone know where we can get em?

hahahahhahaha paige just fell off the bed brushing her teeth and now there a giant puddle of toothpaste and slobber...i heard a huge thump and shes all sprawled everywhere hahahahaha o jeeze.......ballet tonight surf in the morning and captain kids with the crew on bikes...WOOOOOOOOOOOOH!o yah i lost my house keys at some guy named charlies house and my mom called and asked me for where it was and im in trouble and scared aaah! and im nervous about my transportation to surf...jezus sress go away!		  
     

[2Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
today i was arrested.   
02:44pm 12/09/2004
 
mood: hungry
music: some band on a striped cd.
the past 24 hours have been kinda crazy.yesterday me paige and niassa went to the st.l show and saw a buncha cool kids there...then nick picked us up and we went to some kids house to get dean and then we went to some party in hsomething park.lots of crazy drunk people,and sweaty persian guys laying on me and paige eeew. after a while we left and went to 711 and got gum...and stuff....heh then went to some guy named charlies house and there was alotta people there but then i took off my keys to jump on the trampoline and i accidently left em there :( yah sooo rasberry things are good like the vodka and huukaaaa that was the most exciting thing all night smoke is fun.and it tasted really good then some sick ass corona which tastes like piss ew....then uuum paige got crazily drunk and started to clean the house and fold the guys clothes lol...me and niassa jumped and sat alot.huuuuuuuu yah so um around 4:30 we left to go to deans house to sleep cuz it was too late and everyone was kinda drunk...mehhh soo i think i slept for about 3 hours.Then we left at like 10 and we got arrested.( Read more... )		  
     

[3Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
last night!   
03:06pm 11/09/2004
 
mood: confused
music: -misery butterfly
went to the with chelsea bianca and paige met courtney amanda taylor lauren liz and like 500000 other people we all went to mcdonalds and it was such a party at mickeyD's aaaah yeah! then we went to the park and niassa bianca and paige ran around pantless...while i yelled on the telephone.LAST night was really fun except for the phone conversation :( sick of stupid .
paige came and slet over then we went to pancake house and ate food and it was good then we had to go to the lenscrafters place to fix my sunglasses.and i had to pay five dollars.boo then i went to the liquor sotre and bought a cosmopolotin weee! later tonight me and paige and going to a quincinyeta( 15 birthday i cant spell)rite now im on the phone and its stupid okay im out!		  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
quiztaccular   
02:57pm 11/09/2004
  name = monet
tattoos = no
siblings = 2 brothers


LAST...
movie you rented = donnie darko
movie you bought = uh i dunno

song you listened to =blonde red head-misery is a butterfly

cd you bought = belle and sabastian
cd you listened to = cd paige made for me with frau frau!
person you've called = um donald
person that's called you = niassa
tv show you've watched = proud family ew
person you kissed=donald

DO...
you have a crush =yah
you wish you could live somewhere else = NO
you think about = yes
you believe in online = no
others find you attractive = i dunno
you want more = always
you like cleaning = when im really into it
you like roller coasters = yeah
you write in cursive or print = cursive

FOR OR AGAINST...
long distance relationships = it doesnt matter
using someone = against
suicide = against
killing people = against
teenage = against
driving drunk = against


HAVE YOU...
ever cried over a = yes
ever cried over a boy = yes
ever lied to someone = yes
ever been in a fist fight = yes with my brothers
ever been arrested = no

WHAT...
shampoo do you use = frutice
shoes do you wear = nikes,addidas,k mart shoes,and asics i own lots of shoes...
are you scared of = everything

NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? = 1
of times I have had my heart broken? =2
of hearts I have broken? = 1
of s I have kissed? = 1
of boys I have kissed? = hmmm 4? who knows
of friends I could trust with my life = 1
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper = 3
of scars on my body = like 100000000
of things in my past that I regret? = tons

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty =no

funny = at times
hot = like sweaty? then no cuz im always freezing
friendly = no but sometimes
amusing = yes
ugly =mehh
loveable = not at all
caring = occasionaly
sweet = nope
dorky =yes
dramatic = no
artistic = if u think stick figures and hearts are artistic then hellzz yes

quiz's keep me hella occupied YAY!		  
     

[1Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
yah school tomarrow ew   
05:13pm 07/09/2004
 
mood: dirty
music: f f lady
um...school is tomarrow and im not thrilled.i did a book report and refuse to do the other one.I have alot to do before then.School is going to be a waste of time next year i don't feel like i need to learn another thing.BOOO!so ive been thinking and it seems like my friends have kinda drifted apart and that they dont feel the need to be together again...i guees nothing lasts forever and that saddens me...but hopefully they'll be better beginnings.

yesterday was ok me paige chelsea and niassa went to biancas barbeque and then to taylors house to see brooke...and i saw courtney! and lauren and amanda and that was exciting...niassa nolan andy sean and some girl was there so it was a partaay ...no not really..after we went to biancas and me and paige dressed super 80's and i put lightning bolts in my ears hahaha and we got in box's and walked to 711 and bought 7 dollars worth of complete junk..then chelsea met up with us...and we sat and ate and saw alot of random people...and it was kinda embarressing but so worth it...last night of summer spent so well it wasnt even funny...except i wish some people had time for their old friends...hey remember me? yah im still her...whateva

as for the whole boys and relationships thing its stupid and i wish someone would cut off my hormones.Last night i realized all they do is cause problems and makes you sad and cry........booooooooo!!!sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo let go



theres beauty inside.		  
     

[2Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
quiz mrtghbkdfbhgktreshgk   
06:17pm 03/09/2004
  --------ST0P [hammer time!!] ---------
[x] they call me: Monet
[o] also: mah-net,money-shmoie-chloe-sis-other crap too
[x] sex: female
[o] my first breath of air: january 26th 1989
[x] age: 15
[o] status:eer boyfriend?
[x] occupation: student,
[o] nationality: german spanish fob eeew
---------REWiND---------
[o] most memorable memory:uuum u know stuff...yah i duno i dont remember shit
[x] worst:when i forged my moms sign. in 5th grade and got in huge trouble!!
[o] first word uttered: lip skip
[x] first friend ever: sophia!
---------FAST F0RWARD---------
[o] college: i dunno :(
[x] occupation: doctor
[o] mobile:mercedez
[x] future residency: hawaii?
[o] wedding: i dunno i hope to not get married
[x] children: 2
[o] looking forward to: senior year of high school
[x] NOT looking forward to: being out of high school...
---------PLAY---------
[o] feeling: clean
[x] listening: ashlee simpson
[o] talking to: paige
[x] doing: this and watching chelsea walk through the door
[o] craving: london town
[x] missing: donald
[o] hating: um my wet hair
--------FAVORITE--------
[x] song: lots
[o] radio station: 98.7
[x] tv show: that 70's show,degrassi
[o] channel: um i dunno
[x] movie:16 candles
[o] store:hmmm alot!
[x] mall: south coast plaza
[o] hang out spot: mmmm i dunno
[x] actor:i dunno
[o] actress: natalie portman
[x] food: nachos!!
[o] character from hidden leaf village: what?
[x] book: too many
---------L0VE---------
[o] love is: dead
[x] love or lust: lust
[o] best love song: mmm i duno
[x] is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time?: yes
[o] when love hurts, you: cry
[x] true or false - all you need is love: false
[o] is there such thing as love at first sight: no
---------AB0UT THE 0PP0SiTE GENDER---------
[x] turn on: style,looks,sorry im shallow
[o] turn offs: smelly dirty ugly kids
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: alot
[o] what kinda hair style?: longish shortish black hair :)
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?:i dunnooooo
[o] where do you go to meet new people?: shows
[x] are you the type of person to "holla" and ask for numbers?: yah as a joke
---------PiCKY PiCKY---------
[o] dog or cat: cat
[x] short or long hair: long
[o] innie or outie: innie
[x] sunshine or rain: sunshine
[o] moon or sun: moon
[x] basketball or football: basketball
[o] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs
[o] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: one best friend
[x] tv or radio: radio
[o] starbucks or jamba juice: starbucks
[x] mcdonalds or burger king: mcDoanlds
[o] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters
[o] playstation or nintendo: nintendo
[x] disney or nickelodeon: disney
[o] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house partay
[o] sing or dance: sing
[x] freak or slow dance: slow dance
[o] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: google
---------MiSCELLANE0US---------
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: at school all the time when my skirt blows up
[o] whats under your bed?: books
[x] what are you scared of?: everything
[o] what is your greatest accomplishment?: mmm nothing
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: my house
[o] do you like tomatoes?:sometimes
[x] internet connection: nada i got it taken out
[o] how many TVs in the house?: 3
[x] how many phones?: 4
[o] how many residents?: 1 and paige's house
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: like a hundren
[o] last dentist visit:mmm when i got my teeth removed hahah i was all drugged up
[x] last doctor visit:mmm long time ago
[o] last phone call: paige
[x] last IM: forgot		  
     

[5Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
on paige's beautiful computer its new!ajdsghdgi   
05:52pm 03/09/2004
 
mood: clean and sheeit
music: ashlee simpson her new cd o mah gawd!
so kids yesterday was tight cuz i got a new book went to dinner with my family and got 2 new pairs of shoooooooes!!!! nikes and addidas sheeit im so sporty!!!fuckas....well yes um school starts on wenseday and that kinda sucks cuz i still need to do alotta shit like my book reports aahh!! okay well i think im done if any of u kids wanna hang out before school hit up mah phone		  
     

[1Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
i missed live journal...no not really   
08:29pm 30/08/2004
 
mood: sad
music: the fishtank
hey fuckas!!!!!!!! yesterday was biancas birthday happy birthday lover...and i bought her a paraceet or however u spell and a bunch of shit for it...it was tight...we all went to chuck-e-cheese and played dodge ball and red rover at biancas house....then saturday me bianca paige went swimming and ate at biancas work...friday me paige niassa went to carson's show..and then went to ihop with like 20 kids...it was tight yooooo...and everyone there was extremely nice...as for today i woke up with 1000 channels on my t.v and i got so excited i sat on the couch ALL DAY and paige came over...so tomarrow im off to the volcom factory and ballet class weeeeeeeeee....and i havn't seeen donald in like a month and its quite depressing...but i guess his skating stuff is like more important....whatev.....im out kids leave me a comment if u love me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no just kidding

and wuts with everyone thinking im emo?!?! im not!
PirateSkatePosse: thats so emo to say not and "no" words like that (i said im not emo but nick is gay)
PirateSkatePosse: i bet if u were royalty ud be queen of emo

nicks a homo		  
     

[2Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
weeeee   
09:23pm 23/08/2004
 
mood: hot
music: cursive-sierra
im at nissas with stephen chelsea niassa paige and bianca and they all just attacked me with ice cubes and put them down my shirt and threw them at me mother fuckers!!!seriously gaaaawd...so this weekend i spent my time in hollywood and at the grove and got a crap load of new clothes and really gangster camo coach shoooes!!! weeeeeee im excited to get dressed for school...okay i miss donald but i must go cuz imana get beat up payce lovers!		  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
   
10:29pm 19/08/2004
 
The \\\\
Last Cigarette:dont smoke
Last Alcoholic Drink:vodka a while ago
Last Car Ride:like 2 minutes ago in emilias car to nicks house
Last Kiss:donald like 2 weeks ago
Last Good Cry:like a month ago
Last Library Book:dont go to the library
Last book bought:away laughing on a fast camel
Last Book Read:alls fair in love war and highschool
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:Garden state
Last Movie Rented:dont rent movies
Last Cuss Word Uttered:fuck
Last Beverage Drank:sierra mist
Last Food Consumed:bread
Last Crush:donald
Last Phone Call:donald
Last TV Show Watched:thats so raven
Last Time Showered:like 5 hours ago
Last Shoes Worn:ones i found in the street with the patch of please
Last CD Played:air
Last Item Bought:a movie ticket
Last Download:dont download shit
Last Annoyance:um my being grounded
Last Disappointment:being grounded
Last Soda Drank:sierra mist
Last Thing Written:alternate live journal at paige's house in "the book"
Last Key Used:"
Last Words Spoken:"huh?!"
Last Sleep:this morning
Last Ice Cream Eaten:jamoca almond fudge
Last Chair Sat In:nicks swirly chair
Last Webpage Visited:my space

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
haehheehha   
06:19pm 19/08/2004
 
mood: giddy
music: flkhf
hi kids...today was quite boring all i did was sit...and talk to donald all day...then i showered and ran to paige's house...yes i did really run because i felt like it okay! goooshhh....mehhh....sooo um....wow i have no thoughts...so anyways niassas comming over to paige's house and emilia's comming over then were going to the movies...WEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEE

so...im really eager to get off "restriction" so i can freakin go out aaah...its so annoying having to stay home...most of the time...gaaaayyy...well if any of you want to keep me company while im grounded give me a holla!!!!
&(@)*%% << thats my number in very rediculous code..hahaa im out!!

<33

and for all you north redondo girls i miss you guys incredibly bad so call meeeeeeee!!!!!!!!		  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
lalala   
08:15pm 18/08/2004
  hummm im at paige's house with bianca and niassa and paige of course......damn so im in trouble because my phone bill was $850.00 damn boiii so now im grounded...boooo and i havn't seen donald in like 2 weeks or something and its quite depressing....sigh...im not excited for school to start at all...and i hate my space...sorry that was random...but its retarded and everyone takes it so seriously.......BOOO! i hope im not grounded for much longer because its really not fun at all.:( yeah depressing stuff...im not to be on my cell phone until school starts :( or the house phone ddaaaaaaaaaaaaamn my social life is deterierating (i cant spell) my week has been boring...so thats it im done nothing exciting in my life...goodnight  
     

[6Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
wow long time   
07:42pm 11/08/2004
 
mood: blank
hey kids wudup i havent updated in a long time...nothing really has happend....niassa's in hawaii and i miss her and im with paige and chelsea and just contacted the north redondo kids...mehhh let down once again...dooo dooo doooo friends sometimes suck ass...but only certain ones... i love some of them u know how it goes...its wack yo...but yes yes lets seee..my summer is lame...and nothing good or exciting has happend to me BOO!!!!!!sheit foo..well i think im gonna go now weeeeeeee i <3 you all..		  
     

[1Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
hummm   
06:31pm 02/08/2004
 
mood: careless
music: none
soooo slept at biancas house last night with paige and chelsea...and we watched 13 going on 30 and earlier i watched love actually...such a girly movie day...and a fucking shit day as well...mehhhh so aside from the dramatic taco bell accident and paige getting stuck on a roof nothing exciting happen...HAHA yah rite last night was the most dramatic exciting night ever....but anyways im at chelseas rite now waitting for niassa to get huuur...and today we had a tea party...it was ok cept for the fact that i wasnt really there...meehhhh...i dont really care at all...im just a little bit mad...but not really....hah im just tired of alot of people rite now...but my friends are my favorite and i love you all...well everything comes to an end...this is the end

GOODAY KIDS		  
     

[1Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
hummm   
06:31pm 02/08/2004
 
mood: careless
music: none
soooo slept at biancas house last night with paige and chelsea...and we watched 13 going on 30 and earlier i watched love actually...such a girly movie day...and a fucking shit day as well...mehhhh so aside from the dramatic taco bell accident and paige getting stuck on a roof nothing exciting happen...HAHA yah rite last night was the most dramatic exciting night ever....but anyways im at chelseas rite now waitting for niassa to get huuur...and today we had a tea party...it was ok cept for the fact that i wasnt really there...meehhhh...i dont really care at all...im just a little bit mad...but not really....hah im just tired of alot of people rite now...but my friends are my favorite and i love you all...well everything comes to an end...this is the end

GOODAY KIDS		  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
im gonna kill everyone   
11:45pm 01/08/2004
 
mood: crushed
music: bianca and chelsea talking of cheetah girls
yesterday me paige and niassa went to the water park and it was tight...but now i cant breath and it hurts to move....im glad i have friends...im at chelseas and i wish i could just go home and not wake up...fuck everything...i have just decided to be numb.im done

FUCK YOU and i hope your happy		  
     

[2Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
wrsudfh   
08:21pm 29/07/2004
 
mood: crazy
music: err
hey just went running ish with dantel and paige...and weve joined the scne and created a my space.....WEEE okay im done		  
     

[2Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
woooh just got back from running.   
08:08pm 27/07/2004
 
mood: exhausted
music: listening to dantel and paige talk abput someones relationsh
i ran my life away with paige...we ran to biancas work then jack n the box and ate hahaha whatev...then went to to liquor store and now im at dantels picking up my cd player....woooh...so melrose is my new favorite place cuz i gotta lacoste shirt 4 $24. WEEEEEEEEE and new cd's so exciting!!!sooo uuum summer school is almost out 3 more days fuckas!!! so uuuum my legs hurt and we went so freakin far...and i slept all day and talked to shmonald :-D :-D i <3 that kid...uummmm what els exciting has happend? o yes water park!!! this saturday with my bestest friends niassa and paigey pooo....yaya! when we were running some girls laughed at us...damn whores and some guys yelled at us :( goshhh soooo okay im going to try to write alot of interesting things wich will be hard because i dont have a computer...dayum...well today me and bianca went to subway and sheeit and ate alot...wowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.tomarrow me dantel paige and niassa are gonig to run to the pier!! im going to run every day except fri.sat.sun...cuz u dont want to...meehhh okay well im gonna go leave me a comment if you love me or like me or hate me...which ever u prefer...
<3		  
     

[5Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
hummmm   
10:08pm 23/07/2004
  damn boiii! im at rjays doing absoulutely nothing but i got a lacoste shurt so its all good muthafuckas uuuum today was tight we did nothing walked alot and other stuff.....well i just felt the need to update since i havnt in like a year....goodnight my loves!<3  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
im at chelsoos   
07:40pm 17/07/2004
 
mood: confused
music: bianca saying something
well....its been a long week...AAAH! i cant really remember anything that happened this week just alot of being with emilia driving around with niassa and such...mmmhmmm exciting times but now she is gone for a whole month :`( TEAR well...well....yesterday was random....the rotaps picked us up to go to a show...it was in philippino town...veterans park and then we saw omid and rjay so we left with them...me and niassaand paigey pooo....we picked up the same person...sam & tim...then went to the buffet in long beach........and back to rjays then craig and donald came over and we went to ralphs...ha ha huuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmm...then we went to alta vista where i almost caught west nile! aaahhhhhhhh and a mouse pooped on paige's hand hahahaha........hum...then paige spent the night today me niassa and chelsooo went to the beach with david...and then we went swimming in her ppooool...it was tight...now were going to chik fila WOOOOOOOOOOH...leave me a comment puh-leeeze!!!

o yah im kinda confused about something and i dont know what to do about it cuz i am just so freakin confused AAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im out		  
     

[4Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
lets just hold hands and cry...   
06:10pm 13/07/2004
 
mood: depressed
me and niassa and chelsea are very sad...its such a let down day....and i just read peoples livejournals and started to cry...i dont know i guess im just being dumb...i think im gonna stay with my friends tonight and just cry with them instead of alone at home...hummmmmmm gooday kids		  
     

[4Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
party in duh club fuckas   
02:05pm 13/07/2004
 
mood: crampy and gross
music: everyone talking and oswald
soooooo guys....hahaha bianca is holding a squirtgun squirting paige......


wooooh friday hahahaha paige is all wet hahaha...um all them kids came over to amandas and that was tight yoooo....i hung out with shmonald....hahaha omg paige...o yah i dyed her hair brown its tight....saturday was the beach saw a bunch of people i hate the surf kids and their groupies...uuumm we spent the night @ paige's with dantel...went t.ping hahaha and um i talked to donald on the phone while he was wasted and straddling craig....hummmm makes u wonder eh? sunday was fun lots of walking went to goodwill gotta shirt wooooh....uuum went to baskin robins got home at like 9 or something and i was home....hahaha i dont know what im talking about....niassas home!!!! and were at her house with bianca paige and emilia...i love em kids....man o man....haha jk anyways tonight i think were going to have a big girrly sleepover....wEEEEEH. soooooooo im not supposed to call donald until friday....cuz were on the phone with eachother WAAAAAY too much....dayummmmmm its going to be a very boring week....well im off to get candy with my dear pal emilia....sheit this weekend is going to be so exciting :-D....muhahahhah...if only u knew......hgliukfdhbk,tkjhbkherkgfjgh,krehfdkhjkhg tight im gone		  
     

[2Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
   
04:58pm 10/07/2004
 

Your future sex life:
Name:
Gender:
You will have ___ sex partners: 176
You are ___ in bed: A wild animal
T/F-Your sex partners are rich old guys: FALSE
Are things good for you? (8) - Very doubtful. - (8)
Happiness - 41%
This cool quiz by lostandhappy - Taken 1972 Times.
</a>
New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice!

  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
hey guys im at amandas   
08:05pm 09/07/2004
 
mood: happy
music: people talking
im at amandas house!! wooooh with paige chelsea stephen and of course amanda...cool bro...no just kidding...so ummm donald and friends are comming over.weeeh eciting so we just went to cool scene for ice cream the to taco bell for tacos and chip maaan were fat...:-D and what a bad order....tehehehehe yahhh........		  
     

[3Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
im at niassas   
10:37am 09/07/2004
  weee so i saw the notebook this week...and me and niassa were laughing while everyone els was sobbing mostly paige and kinda emilia but we have no heart...hahaha such a girly day....yesterday i went to paige's house and we ate soooo much ew...and watched scorch and i went home at like 9 and did homework til like 11....yaaahhh....and i talked to donald....and its really weird for some reason i miss him while im in class....i dont know im a weird person...but whatever...niassas leaving today for like 5 days and its gonna be so sad...but me and paige are going to raging waters this weekend,..and rite now were going to breakfast to say goodbye haha were so dramatic.....but now i must go goodnight my lovers...  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
long time no update...   
12:56pm 07/07/2004
 
mood: numb
music: boiling points on mtv.
haha sooooo im at niassas finally on a computer...weeee so i have to update on everything thats been going on because if i dont ill feel incomplete....4th of july day was the funnest time EVER!! bianca picked us up Yes bianca she took her sisters car and drove us to the show in north redondo drove us to lawndale for fireworks...and all the stuff in between...what a day the night was weiiird friends getting drunk...lots of crying and yelling...went to chelseas with donald paige and ash went home thought alot...the next day went to see napolion dynamite...with niassa bianca donald craig and anthony who i just sorda met....funniest movie ever...hes my hero because he reminds me of donald...hahaha no im just kidding...anyways yesterday emilia....picked us up and we went to in n out and threw pennies at people out her convertable hahaha and we went to tower recors and rite aid where niassa used the little men's room (no seriously).....woah my whole leg is asleep and niassa just hit it...and i couldnt feel it...CARRAAZY! hummmmm so last night ii cleaned my room....and washed my clothes IM SO PROUD!!! and talked to donald while he ate a raw potatoe hahaha that was hott...okaaay today was summer school.gaaaay...but now i must go cuz emilia is picking up me and niassa so we can throw pennies at people...i mean just kidding were going to eat hehhh...

<3 donald o yah niassa says ur new name is shmonald.		  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
sooo today was blind...i mean um   
06:16pm 03/07/2004
 
mood: dirty
music: the sound of my own chewing
so woke up with emilia like on top of me...and paige by me...jeeze wuta orgy...we got up got ready went to jamba juice went to pv mall threw a jamba juice off a very high cliff..it splattered everywhere and these mexican workers were like "EEY!!" hahaha then we ran went to the mall for a total of 5 minutes and then left...then went to niassas...then emilia left...then we got quiznos mmmmmmmmm and we blind danced and a whole car of guys drove by....heh heh it was embarresing but then we went back to niassas...and did a whole lotta nothing......now im eating an iceccream cone and talking to niassa online on another computer in her house hahahaha im sucha loser...so the plans for tonight are uncertain...but i if u wanna do something call my phone that i dropped repeatedly today and now is all scratched and ugly...waaah...well im out...<3		  
     

[1Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
i stole from lauren weeeeeee   
11:23pm 02/07/2004
  FASHION:
1. Do you wear a watch?: yes
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?:like 100

3. Most expensive item of clothing?:130 $ 7 jeans

YOUR FRIENDS:
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: not really

2. What do they tend to be like?:loud

3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked:?im blunt

4. How many people do you tell everything?: like 2
____________________

MUSIC, TV, FILM & BOOKS:
1. Favorite band/singer ever?:claudio-co@cA
2. Most listened to bands?: COANDCA,boys night out,and a static lullaby

3. Can you play an instrument?: piano
4. Type of music never listened to?: country
____________________

GENERAL QUESTIONS:
1. Who is the smartest person alive at the moment?: me fucka
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: sunny day

3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: no

4 Choose one word to describe how you feel most often:hungry and sad

____________________

MORE JUNK:
1. Name: monet
2. Do you like it? its not mine

3. Nick-name: mo,mah-net,money
4. Screen names: secretagentmonet btich!
6. Birthday: january 26, 1989
7. Sign: aquarius
8. Location: redondo what what
9. Status: of what, a relationship? Hmmm
10. Crush: yes.
11. Virgin: HELLZ NAW BITCH....haha just kidding of course!
12. Natural hair color: brown
13. Current hair color: brown.

14. Eye color: brown like the rest of me.
15. Height: 5'5?
16. Birthplace: little company of mary
17. Shoe size: 7 1/2
18. Ring (ring finger) sizei dunno
____________________

FAVORITES:
1. Number: 10
2. Color: red
3. Day: friday

4. Month: august

5. Song at the moment: boys night out -i forgot
6. Movie: kill bill

7. Food: nachos
8. Band/Singer: chris connely,claudio

9. Sport: surfing
10. Class: surf?
11. Teacher: conge

12. Drink: dr.pepper
13. Veggie: brocolie!

____________________

1. Me or you: me
2. Coke or pepsi: coke.
3. Day or night: Night.
4. AOL or AIM: AIM
5. CD or cassette: CD
6. DVD or VHS: DVD
7. Jeans or khakis: jeans
8. Car or truck: car.
9. Tall or short: tall

____________________


OTHER:
1. Do you write in cursive or print?: cursive
2. Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
3. What is your sexual preference?: boys
4. What piercings do you have?: ears only 4

5. Do you drive?: sadly no
6. Do you have glasses or braces?: ima metal mouth
7. How long did this take you? a freakin hour because im on the phone		  
     

[2Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
yay summer is getting fun...   
10:29pm 02/07/2004
 
mood: excited
music: mtv....
yesterday was so fun....and random....went to the show with niassa paige and saw all the cool kids! aahh yeah!!then we went to rj's with daalina in her cute car...it matches her cute self...i lost $45 but its ok...then we went to rocky cola to eat....with all of the cutest girls in the world...

today was fun tooo....niassa woke me up at 8 while me and paige were asleep...then her and emilia came ova and we wentto warped tour and it was like a miny road trip...so fun!! we got lost 4 times and we learned how to pump gas...weeeeee so girly and yes....then we got there and met everyone chelsea lauren...ect...lots of people were there....aquabats was pretty fun...taking back sunday was fun and bouncing souls was awesome although there was dust flying everywhere and i swallowd so much dirt and kinda lost my voice and niassa makes fun of me but its all good...saw alot alot of black and blonde choppy short hair...like 10000 mehhh then after our half day at warped tour we went to del taco...and talked to the guys next to us and they thought we were drunk cuz we made them take like 10994873 pictures of us just cuz we were so hyper...and i gave them my toy car damn i want it back...mehhh and we got home in on piece GO EMILIA!!!!! shes my hero....then we went to my house got shit and now were all at niassa sleeping over....weeeeeee o yah we saw all the surf kids and i cringed but im done sorry im all mean and stuff i just dont like people who say "duuuude maaaan lets blaaaze" gay....o yeah i got a new phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its pretty uh huh so hit me up on mah cellular kids!!
aight im out!!!


donald<3		  
     

[ Cry.For.Me.
 
im at chelsooo's   
04:17pm 30/06/2004
 
mood: crazy
yesterday was my madres birfday and it was the best family day in years...honestly it was alot of fun....we got my mom a caoch puurse a coach keychain showes and other shit...and my brother smeared cake over his entire face....and then ash and some kid jon showed up at my door while my mom was holding a knife screaming..mmhhhmmm DONALD GAVE ME FLOWERS!!!! so cute....then i talked to him til i had to go to sleep...then went to summer school wich was good...then to chelseas.now paige is on her way...and i think niassa...not suuure uuuummm friday is warped tour anyone wanna give us a ride there and only there ill be ur bestfriends...:-D puh-leeeze.....okaaaayyy im done huuurrr GOODAY KIDS!		  
     

[3Left.Their.Tears... Cry.For.Me.
 
 
monetistightfoo
 
 
skip  
 
 

Advertisement